finds to keep. :) when i first saw it, i couldn’t believe my nana had kept it for all these years. ! :)
so i’m the type of person who doesn’t know how to fool herself by keeping her mouth shut when her voice needs to be heard. I had to vent out my feelings at that moment because i’d blow up if i didn’t. I had to be honest to myself and him of course for us to move on. But what i hate the most is dealing with people who doesn’t even know what’s happening… and just keeps appearing to the picture like as if she knows everything. I don’t like fights, but if you insist the hell i’m gonna put your face to the ground! and you’ll wish you haven’t had started it. I’m a very understanding person, i’d throw away my pride in order to keep harmony but believe me, you won’t like it when i get mad…try me, and i’ll make sure you’re you weren’t born to this world. Cause i’d make it miserable. ” - that words i cannot say out loud. I wish i could but i won’t. having to deal with low life living creatures isn’t my thing. Pathetic. that’s all i can say for you.. we are not in the same class. Get lost.
i won’t dwell on this, i’m better than you…in all ways, physically, mentally and spiritually.. dear God guide her for she’s out of her mind.
Yesterday ended last night.” - what happens in the past stays in the past… you cannot, dwell on things that have occurred rather you should move forward and think of what lies ahead. For every decision you’ve made comes with consequences and rewards. Yesterday i chose to walk away, Now i’m here standing in the middle, thinking if i ever wanted to get back to what it used to. But i thought hey, isn’t this what i want? Regrets? are there any?.. maybe. the what if’s”… came crossing my mind.. the possibilities are endless. But i chose this. The path that somehow lies in my heart that needed to be heard. All of my life, I’ve been searching for what i want and needed, some i found and some i don’t… but that doesn’t stop me from looking.
Today, was a blow. I can’t say that it was a mistake I’ve made, but for everything that happens in my life the only one to blame is myself. We have always been given the chance to see rightly, and as always we make our choices… we pick one and deal with it for whatever reason we must get through it, and be done with it. And when you think that you’ve made the wrong decisions… think again. There are no wrong decisions in life, only learning. Life has given us opportunity to make things better, it is only us that could change the impossible. Believe in yourself and have the courage to move forward and look up ahead.
Find yourself and do what makes you happy, for happiness is where you’ll find contentment and ease of heart. Now i can say that i’m strong enough to stand in what i believe in, without any hesitations and doubts. The path i’m into i believe is the journey in finding my purpose, i may not know it yet but soon i’ll find it for i know i’m guided by HIM, my family my loved ones and friends. They’re like the reason why i’m still living. I know i can do better, and be good in everything i do. I just needed the strength to go on…and with what i have right now i feel blessed.
And now i’m taking that step I’ve always tried to but not have taken…This time around i’ll walk through it, it maybe a long walk but with God’s guidance i’ll find my way home… to where my heart belongs.
High-Speed photographs of colour ink on water by Alberto Emiliano Seveso.
